Thursday, April 26, 2012

Where the Hell Did I Go?

It's been a long damned time since my last post.... because a lot has happened since, and it hasn't been good.

My father, who has sarcoidosis and pulmonary hypertension, collapsed at the end of February. The EMTs were able to stabilize and transport him to the hospital, but he will need care for the rest of his life. My mother, who has arthritis of the spine and diabetes, was unable to do this on her own.

Instead of them going to assisted care (more likely a nursing home for my father's needs), Gwen Mayo and I quit our jobs and moved to Tarpon Springs, Florida. Yes, we had a mortgage. Yes, we had years of payments left on the car we purchased in October of last year. Yes, we owe money for other stuff. But move we did. It beat leaving my mother alone and destitute after my father passes (I hope the latter will be delayed with our assistance).

We were fortunate to receive assistance, in the form of both cash and labor, from our coworkers and friends. My stepdaughter has taken over the house so the grandsons will have a place to live when they're ready for college (that day is approaching faster than I thought possible). Dad is out of the hospital and appears to be on the mend, albeit at reduced capability.

I hope to get some type of income soon. It will need to be part-time, at least during this stage of my father's recovery. Will I ever write again? Composing this blog, I hope, is a positive step.

Right now, all my brain wants to do is scream. Even after being here for three weeks.



Gerry Wendel said...

Wow! Had no idea you'd been through so much. Best to you finding that new, awesome job! DO keep writing; it could be a stress reliever for you.

Marian Allen said...

Yes, Sarah, you MUST keep writing! You can't hook me and then stop!

I miss knowing you and Gwen are nearby, but you'll never regret being there for your parents.

Wishing all good things your way.


Ann G said...

Back to the writing is good therapy - and I want to keep on reading too.

It's bound to be exhausting and stressful to make such a dramatic change in your life, but whata loving and generous thing for you to do for your parents. Pour it all into your writing and good luck with the job hunting.